Every New Beginning Comes From Some Other Beginning’s End

As the semester winds down, I come to reflect on what I have done, what I should have done, and what I have missed out.

Naturally feelings of regret and pride make their way to the surface as I think back on the semester at hand.

What I have done fills with a sense of accomplishment while the deflating feelings of regret knock me down a few pegs. Prime example is with the girl from the previous post. I am happy to have gone out with her and get to know her better. However, the fact still remains that I will probably never have a chance to further the relationship. The regret of not asking her out sooner will probably ruin chances with any other girl I am remotely interested in. I know have one that got away. I will have to redouble my efforts in order to prevent a similar situation while at home during the winter and during the upcoming semesters. I know that I probably won’t be dating back at home considering the fact that there would most likely be no one I will be remotely interested in.

Delay of Game

This is start of my official search the right lady to settle down with. Now, I know I don't have the best game in the world but I have not been playing the field for about three years. Seeing that I am getting old and soon enough will be leaving college for a job, I figure now is the best time to find Mrs. Right instead of Ms. Right-Now. Between the romantic endeavors and the hassles of the college life, there must be a nice balance of pleasure and pain.

I went out on a date with a girl from my ward and I believe it went well. I am not good a picking up on how girls actually feel or think but she said she enjoyed it as well. She is 5'4", brunette with brown eyes from California. She is a nursing major and only needs two years of college for the basic nursing degree.

The problem is that she will be at school during the winter semester for her last semester during which time I will not be at school. I thoroughly enjoyed the company of this young lady and am furious that I will lose probably the girl I could live with forever. If not this girl, then preferably someone with a lot of the same characteristics of this girl comes into my life.

• Athletic
• Out-going
• Smart
• Funny

Why am I always late to pull the trigger and get things done in my love life? Why must I feel like I am not good enough to be in the presence of an extremely beautiful and fun girl? Why do I lack the confidence to start relationships with people I am attracted to? If I could get a couple more date I can at least get to know her better and quite possibly make it serious.